Friday, April 30, 2004
bring us back to where our love first started-
5:02 PM
Smother Me
wheehee. todae sooooooooooooo boring..
had eng mid year todae?! boring sia.. the eng
was all gd larhs. i did smth veh bad todae. X(
shant sae larhhh. u ask mi den i will tell. kinda
private lohs. oya. todaea durin recess mel
dragged mi to sae hi to jas. haha.. i dragged
mel 2 zoe.. wahahahaha .. mel, nicole, sara
n mi went out! went novena first. actually
we took bus to macs at toa payoh central.
mel n i ran to macs at the interchange cus
we saw a guy with a deformed face?! we
were scared so we ran. loll. ran to macs
and sat down .. pulled my socks lower .. haha.
went sara n nicole went to macs..
sara started her vulgarities.. -_-
she tot we ran becos we didnt wan
her to catch up.. stupid.. hahs.
so we decided to go novena..
went novena .. delifrance ate deli potatoe
meal!! shared with nicole. hee. X)
mel as usual.. nt eating cus she didnt
bring marnie. wahahaa! evill.. didnt offer
her food. =DD loll. den nicole said she
needed to buy a pencil case if nt her mum
will scold? so went to adidias to look
fer pencil case fer her.. but dun haf..
i was looking fer the body spray. but dun haf!
waste time -_- den went to deli.. hahaha.
mel n sara jus finished buying the deli
potato set! lolll. i asked mel to buy fer mi
since nicole went up. dun waste time rite?!
wahahhaha. den we decided to go
orchard. all of us. since nicole n sara was
willing to drop mi off
at toa payoh interchange. once in a lifetime
sara agreed finally. haha.. den went
to take the mrt.. gt cute guys la.. hahaha.
den i had stiches? lol. hw to spell? haha
was dying from it. so unfit eh? loolll.
went to paragon to get the pencil box
from roxy. wheehee! went to roxy but
didnt quite lyk the pencil box dere.
so we walked arnd the 3rd lvl .. leaving
our bags with sara.. mel nicole n i went
arnd to look fer pencil case.. went to metro.
melanie was playin. stupid she took the
hat and put it on mi. -_- mel so boliaox.
stupid sia. hais. den went to roxy again?!
decided to buy tt pencilbox. lolll. mel
took the hat and put it on mi again?!
stupid ger. decided to buy the pencilbox
big la.. cause 16.90 veh chio.. loll.
aft tt.. walked arnd la.. den decided to
go home.. sara and mel wanted to
eat ice-cream.. so okie lorh. the green
man wasnt flashing.. so nicole decided
we crossed the road first larh. den
nicole n i went to the orchard mrt..
we went to the veh last carriage of e
mrt.. wahhahaa. dumped our bags
on the floor. hahaha. kinda tired.. 4mins
waiting fer e mrt to arrive. sara came
soon larr. she n mel wanted to scare me
cus my back was lyk facing them ..
haha but mel couldnt take it she laffed.
so i noe liao. haha. stupid mel!
den went into the mrt.. this guy was
staring at mi -_- damn scary lorh.
and a malay guy was staring at mi
too. found it weird? was scared. loll.
den sara and i went to bradell. correct?
dono.. spelling fail. hahah. sara had
to go her grandma hse fer dinner.
she didnt wan to .. so we wasted
our time.. went to cheers.. hahaha!
bought drinks and sweets. intheend!
spent lyk 10 mins.. haha. den sara and
sat at the taxi stand dere. swinging our
legs. loll. kinda cute ? hahahaha. den
took taxi home. TIRED LARH!!!!!!
aahahaha! k lar. go liaos. good luck
fer ur mid year pple! muack. lovelove.
4:56 PM
Smother Me
Thursday, April 29, 2004
if u wanna noe i wunt let go
9:47 PM
Smother Me
hais. life so fucked up! my gawd. xueying
sux big time lohs. the whole class noes she
loves me! and i freaking hell hate her.
she wrote on her hand i love dezi. my god.
sucha bitch man. even neo neo noes.
lord. so embarassing. -_- todae quite fun?
i drew on mel`s blouse. sara too. and
she scolded us. mrs kuna made mi sit
in front cus i was making hella noise?
stupid biaaaaaaa. todae sch was boring?
tired larh. asked cherre to help mi buy
the adidas body spray. its a guy`s one
though.. lol. but its nice la.. heh heh.
i veh hungry sia. jus finished tuition.
almost died. so tiring. tml eng mid year.
shiet larh. btr pass. hee. i miss *her.
9:45 PM
Smother Me
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
wishing u were with mi this moment. hais. todae arh?
sian lar.. neo neo didnt come.. wahhahaaha! mel sat
next to me todae. made losta noise. freaking shit.
so noisy todae! geog was enjoyable larhs. loll.. cus
i answered all e answers. yeah man! loll.. hahaha..
tml gt pe.. YESH!!!!! i love pe. i wanna run.. wheehee.
lalala. tml sara and laavanya gt retest fer 2.4km run!
hais.. poor thingys. im gonna run with them to cheer
dem on! hee. yayees. owell, tkc everyone. study
hard ya? mid year is arnd the corner.. on fri..
shietxz. mati.. loll. luckily i started my revision.
loll.. anyways. go liaos. loveudarling. muacks-
9:53 PM
Smother Me
Monday, April 26, 2004
great.. todae was kinda boring. i almost fell
asleep during assembly k!! it was freaking boring.
toking bout fund raising and mid year.. god..
as if i wanna noe lyk tt.. studying alr larhs.
still tok dono wad kok. hais. so boring todae.
chin was freaking shit assy. cherre had to stand
outside cus she was toking.. and cherre was
lyk comparing her ht with lao shi`s ht!! lolx.
damn lame kaes. lao shi freaking lameR!
i xchanged mua belt with cherre`s.. hahar..
nice larhs. doing my lit now. oh shucks. tml
gt sci ca.. retest. my god. haven study.
and i haf lyk chunks of books to bring home
under my desk cus we haf to bring our tables
to diff venues fer our mid year exams?! crap!!
stupid sia. i haf lyk more den 20 books under
my freaking shitty table wich is realli heavy
and i cant even move it (-_-") i haf losta junk
in it. and by wed i haf to bring all the books
back. dammit. im gonna die of backache! shucks.
tml gt dnt sian arh.. haven do hw.. and geog!
lord. i nv do.. mati. buay tahan. hw so sarky!
hais. full time slacker la.. wad to do lei? nobody
can stop mi from nt doing my hw. oyeah! went
to tamp st81 wich is lyk 5 mins walk to make my
specs. checked my eyes, and gonna collect it on wed.
luvttspecs! lolx. it was lyk raining damn heavy k!!
den we had to buy food and walk back home.
cus i didnt wana take a bus. i was drinking ice
milo on e way home?! i was lyk freaking freezing
but it was cool cus i wanted to get sick! lolz..
fun larh. heee. veli the cold. lolz. i wanna bathe
in cold water.. =)))))))))))))))) heeeeeeeeeee~
9:37 PM
Smother Me
Sunday, April 25, 2004
llaalla.. so boring.. hais. heard china gt sars?
sick man. hais. sars sars sars! X( wad stupid
disease. lolx. hais. chatting with lava.. hw cum
so late still online one arh she.. haha.. my
parents nt home yet.. bro oso.. my sis is
slping .. (-_-") im the onli one awake and
alive. lolx. finefine.. hais. tml going outt.
ehs? bugis. i wanna go paragon!! buy
roxy pencil case. shietxz man. my sis doesnt
wan to follow me.. hais. dono larhs. see how
bout it. the roxy pencilbox!! its so cheap.
onli 12.90. it totally rox big time. so chio!
lolx. adeline tay`s one!! so damn nice. oyeah.
i needa buy it. lolx. blog another time. cyaz.
tkc. muacks. iloveu.
12:20 AM
Smother Me
Friday, April 23, 2004
oooooo. todae so suay. haha! didnt do our lit project.
ms shanti almost killed us. had to stay back to do it.
by hook or by crook mus fin by todae cus we were
given lyk 1 week? man! i told u it totally sux lorh.
we ran here ran there. all over the sch... !! dammit.
the lib and com labs were lyk all closed! god.. includin
the one in st gab! man.. we ran here ran there lyk
mad pple. hais. we saw ms wong ... asked her for
the com lab 3 key. she told us to go to e general
office for the key. haha.. so funny k!! all 5 of us..
ran to the general office to get the key.. cus
we were so damn excited tt we cud use it.. and fin
it by todae. whahaha! didnt do much. mel and i
was playing with the mic in lab 3.. since there was
nobody in there. and we were lyk singing?! HAHA..
lyk siao char bos. stella came in too.. she joined us
in.. haha.. she checked her frenster. she so happy
deidre accepted her! HAHA.... k wadeva. lolx.
i noe deidre rox la.. to u tat is! haha.. o yea.
i invented a new word. mutha fucki. lol. oso means
as mother fucker. lol. toking to my sis half way
and tt word came out. HAHA... damn funny.. lolx
o yeah. todae my sis gt prize giving! top in eng.
her eng is lyk kns and she received an award fer tt?
my god. award for the most kns eng used. lolx.
fine. i`ll stop teasing her .. haha.. this malay boi
was lyk behind me and he kept on hitting my chair.
wtf! i almost wanted to slap his freaking face. and
the mother no freakin brain. use the hp .. the msg alert
so damn freakin loud i cud jus stuff it up her face. she
has no ears dammit! so deaf. put so loud. kaoz. malay
summore. no wonder. the other malay .. hp ring so loud.
all behind me. no fucking brains. such pea brains. my god.
how do they even survive in this freakin werld? stupid malays!
im so bad toking bout malays. ah wad the heck .. do they care?
cus they dun haf brainS!!! o yeah. jus finished eating my chocalate
ice-cream. i freaking alone at home cus my sis is in sch having a
retarded buffet.. the guest of honour`s name is MR POK.. LOLZ
i was lyk laffing lyk shit when they said his name. lol. haha.
hais. so boring.. shall wait fer her to cum back. parents haf
gone to work. damn sian. if oni sumbody cud jus call mi now!
man. techno rox. X) imcountingmytearstilligetoveryou. iloveyou-
8:50 PM
Smother Me
aww fuck man. melanie is copy mi.. GOD..
stop copying me larh. wads wrong with u..
dun eva eva take my foolscap eva AGAIN!
i dun wanna fall in love till i fall in love with *you
rite. dun copy tt melanie. i noe u alr haf. b**ch
4:06 PM
Smother Me
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love
6:26 PM
Smother Me
I cant sleep at night
Until your by my side
No I........can't breathe easy
I cant dream you had another dream without you lying next to me
There's no way
Crushed me inside
For every word that caused you to cry
Crushed me inside
I wont forget, no I wont baby I
Don't know why
I left the one I was looking to find
6:20 PM
Smother Me
o yays. so happy. whahaha.. sch was fun la.. obviously .. X) haha.
had p.e lorh.. den ms liem said had to redo our sit-ups cus the
teachers were lyk unhappy with our sit-ups. didnt count properly,
cheat and stuff. yeah. the last sit-up i did during pft was lyk 31..
and during p.e i did 35.. wheehee! so happy. luckily i did more.
or she will tell mi to redo. hee. luckily did 35. yays.
so damn fun ... k wadevaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. mel sara and moi..
went to toa payoh to hang outt.. to do our project.. went to
tp lib and searched for india. and laffed. crap. lolx. cuz it
was damn funny and we were cracking jokes. o yeah. and
b4 this we went to kfc.. the kfc looked so lame!! if they
didnt revamp it i think it looks nicer. -_-" well. joked
quite alot larhx. laffed lyk kns. lolx.. whahahahha.
went to deli aft laffing in the lib.. sara ordered the
deli potatoe set.. we ate fin everything.. except the soup.
wich was tomato soup?!! sux man.. so obviously the daredevils
will mess it up rite.. first we put the potato skin with a lil
of flesh.. den aluminium foil and 3 packs of sugar.
and we tried it k!! its damn disgusting.. sara and i haf stomache.
lolx. k.. we almost died.. mel started adding salt n pepper. LOLX..
damn funny k.. whahahahhaa.. den we went outside of deli ..
and started toking.. 2 malay gerls were lyk smoking in their uni?
dun they haf more brains? at least dun wear their sch uni and
smoke la.. stupid sia.. hais. okie. lolz. sara was so damn funny
k. i dono wth was going on her mind.. she drank a whole mouthful of
water.. and spat it onto the floor. disgusting k. sum was on my leg.
eww. n she started laffing. i asked her why. cuz she sae i did smth
funny. but i didnt -_-" so lame. lolz.. o yeah. livy and i exchanged
pencilbox. lolz. now mine is ripcurl and hers is billabong.. haha.
lame larhx. overall todae was damn fun la.. hee. we departed at
5.05 since my father came. lolzz. yeah. next time blogg. hee.
missing him deeply*` aishiteru
6:03 PM
Smother Me
Monday, April 19, 2004
you're amazing
so amazing
have I told you
enough
you're my angel
guardian angel
god knows I've been blessed with love
but if I been gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my loves goes
have I ever told you
you're the one
if the words don't come my way
hope its still love
hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
hope you still know what my heart wants to say
words so tender
I surrender
to this feeling
so true
my affirmation
my inspiration
darling I have been blessed with you
if the words don't come my way
hope you still know
hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
I hope you still know what my heart wants to say
but if I be gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my loves goes
if I was gone forever
would you know how much I care
you make me feel like flying
and failing all emotion
that everytime you look at me
you see it in my eyes
if the words don't come my way
I hope you still know
if the words don't come my way
I hope you still know
I hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
I hope you still know
what my heart wants to say
if the words don't come my way
I hope you still know
hope it still shows
if the worst don't come my way
I hope you still know
I hope it still shows
I hope still you know
what my heart wants to say
4:05 PM
Smother Me
wad happened ytd. haix. o yeah. bought 2 op shirts.. pair of sandals..
and ayumi hamasaki vcd. haaa.. o yeahs. veh depressed. dun ask mi
why. i`ll tell pple hu are close to mi. hais. losta things happen todae.
fun larhx. during chin lesson .. lao shi came in .. shang ke! .. lao
shi zao an. den i said we love u. everybody started clapping. wahhaha.
k.. wadeva. lao shi confiscated my conversation on e paper i started
with sara. den i veh scared la.. i scribbled on another paper.. and mel
was lyk distracting her.. so i exchanged the paper. wahahaha..
hais. o yeah. aft sch.. wanted to do lit project.. but i nt in e mood..
so.. chatting lorhs. went frenster. haiz. found out smth tt broke my heart.
knn. damn depressed liao larh. broke my heart into a billion pieces time n again.
haiz. i realli cant be bothered. lyk no feeling liao. jump down even btr. wads
the fcuking reason to stay alive? stupid. jump down btr loh. if u are reading
my blog n u feel lyk jumping down. why dun. fcuk off.
3:59 PM
Smother Me
Saturday, April 17, 2004
since the dae when u ditched mi im feeling so pathetic.
10:53 PM
Smother Me
I'm here just like I said
Though its breaking every rule I've ever made
My racing heart is just the same
Why make it strong to break it once again?
And I'd love to say I do
Give everything to you
But I can never now be true
So I say...
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I'm here so please explain
Why you're opening up a healing wound again
I'm a little more careful
Perhaps it shows
But if I lose the highs, at least I'm spared the lows
Bridge
Now I tremble in your arms
What could be the harm
To feel my spirit calm
So I say..
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
I wouldn't know how to say
How good it feels seeing you today
I see you've got your smile back
Like you say your right on track
But you may never know why
Once bitten twice is shy
If I'm proud perhaps I should explain
I couldn't bear to lose you again
I think I'd better leave right now
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Feeling weaker and weaker
Somebody better show me how
Before I fall any deeper
I think I'd better leave right now
Yes I will...
9:27 PM
Smother Me
dun freakin piss mi off or u`ll see wad happen to u
fuckyoubloodyfuckinfuckerdunfuckinfuckaroundwithfuckers
8:06 PM
Smother Me
wad happen todae.. hmmm.. o yeah. woke up at 5.30.. gt rdy my stuff.. changed..
and went to meet stella n sara at toa payoh interchange.. i reached dere lyk 6.27..
and stella was lyk dere liao. sara was late k!! she wasnt supposed to be late. wanted
to smash her head. haha.. l0lx. den 3 of us went to mac.. cuz i gt gastric.. bought 3
hashbrowns.. and 2 cups of milo lohs.. den so mani guys .. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
haha.. saw idayu, iffah and setia.. haahaaa.. den we went nyjc fer our 2.4km run
so mani cute guys .. my god. o yea. luckily didnt fail.. haha. saw my darling todae. haha
... kaes. loveya. tkc.. blog another timee.
3:47 PM
Smother Me
Sunday, April 11, 2004
hmm.. bout ytd larhh.. suay .. went for dragon boating.. woke up arnd 7..
cuz of tt stella msg mi .. so tired :( den i reached dere.. so mani guys.. my god. . .
eunice purposely shouted my name so loud.. -.- haha.. reach dere lyk 9.10 loh
supposed to start by 9.30 .. but the sec 3,4,5 having the 2.4km run. so we waited
for dem until 10. haha.. we were supposed to run for warm up.. but since dey
were tired we didnt run.. did the warm up .. den went dragon boating..
aft tt.. we went shirin`s hse to swim.. haha so fun k!! we were lyk doing
synchronised swimming.. or wadeva.. den we did somersaults. and we all
jumped in the pool.. so fun k!! shirin and rachel were lyk doing stunts in the
water.. hhahaha! shirin was lyk standing on rachel`s shoulder in the water..
xinpei used my hp to take pic of dem .. haha.. lame k.. den stella started
throwing rocks in the water cuz she wanted rachel to dive in and pick it up..
den xinpei wanted to throw in the water instead it landed on my forehead.
SOO PAIN K XINPEI... gt blood leh. stupid ger. veh pain. the thingy is lyk
big and heavy k.. bout palm size.. godd.. k wadeva larrhh. next time blog la
head pain.
11:13 AM
Smother Me
Saturday, April 03, 2004
riteeeeeeeeeee.. todae was quite fun lohhh. woke up arnd.. errr.. 7.30.. den
started smsing stella n xinpei.. hurhur.. went to find my clothes... den changeee.
by den it was lyk 8.30.. den tie my hair.. wore my sports shoes and zoom outta
the hse.. hurhur.. den took taxi to kallang... national sailing centre.. HAHA... den
stella, joanne, eunice, tarcia, rozanna, rachel hu else? forgott.. den dey saw mi coming
.. dey started running out. and DEZI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! .... so lameeee... -.- den tok tok
tok outside the national sailing centree.. den came shirin... haha. saw ur bro..
so FAT... lol.. riteee.. btr nt say tt.. HAHA... k.. den went in... den gossip.. haha.. took
attendancee. toked moree. den xinpei camee.. haha.. my gf.. lolx.. yeahhhh.. den
we went running k!!! less den 400 m.. haha den did 10 push ups.. den did warm up
and ran back.. wad siaa.. ahahhaahah.. quite tiring larhh.. lolzz.. den saw losta
cute guys kayaking kaes!!! HAHA.. realli lohh.. the hair so spikey.. lolzz. hurhurr..
enuff bout tt.. lolz.. aft dragon boating went to changee lohh.. den waited for stella
xinpei and rachel to change den made our way to novena squaree.. hahaa.. denn
we went round and round novena squaree. first wanted to go bk.. but so mani pple.
and the food realli sux.. so go check ljs out. but hoh.. gt alot of guys.. summore
so occupied.. den stella started saying.. go japanese restaurant.. den i said.. u pay la.
haha.. den xinpei said lets go fish n co. i said u pay la! lolz. den went to united.. go eat mac
lohss. saw losta cute guys.. they all doing cip.. HAHA.. so ke lian worx. lolzz. den i made
rachel buy mi mac.. lolzz.. so poor thing she was carrything the tray.. HAHA.. lolzz.
she look so cute k! lolxx.. den started toking crap lorhh.. toked bout THOMA.. XINPEI`S
LOVER... xinpei if u are reading dis hoh dun kill mi arh.. lolzz... den aft eating.. went
to look arnd lohh.. den arhh.. gt lyk arcade in novena square sia.. lyk carnival sia..
den rachel or xinpei said.. wahh free arh? den i was lyk if free i play all the games alr..
-.- stupid .. no brain .. HAHa.. den followed stella to buy donno wad beard candy..
candy wrapped in po piah skin.. -.- ( RIGHT...) den aft tt went to shop arnd.. den so tired
... xinpei said .. go sit down sumwhere larhh.. den went sumwhere outside mac in the
sun sitting on the bench. den stella started eating her candy. den xinpei n i were
lyk eyeing it.. cuz it looked nicee.. HAHA.. den xinpei said.. gif one larrhh. mi and rachel
sharee.. den i said.. eh i oso wan ... den one candy xinpei rachel n i sharee.. the
candy so hard k!! my front tooth pain sia bite the sweet.. -.- den tok tok tok lohh..
bout eunice (rachel`s lover.. -.-) toked bout THOMA... (xinpei`s lover) lame siaa..
den i decided to take taxi home. HAHA.. tired mah.. from dragon boatingg.. haha
aft tt met my sis downstairs den we walked to hawker centre n ate lohhs..
hurhurr.. den camee home.. haha.. sian sia.. played cs for awhile larrhh.. ltr
gonna conference ... AGAIN... wit thoma jane xinpei and mi.. lyk last nitee.. HAHA..
k looking forward to itt.. hehe.. byeee.. sum other time blog bahs.. byes. tk care.
iloveyou* [[ ayumi hamasaki rox \
6:30 PM
Smother Me
